Sabrina's Jury Question

[sabrinaabbate]

Hey Final 2! I'm extremely annoyed happy to be here!

I know that I wouldn't have made it here anyway and won because I treated a lot of the jurors like crap, so sorry guys!

But enough about me and my arrogance and as Eric says, "teeny-bopperness". It's all about the two of you now.

For me, all I want to ask that blonde hoe Aaryn a question. Jen you are a queen and you don't need my badgering.



I had a Final 2 with  you. I knew I was screwed the moment I decided to stick with you and backdoor Steven out, but oh well. My question is simple. Tell me how keeping me was not an option. I literally had the golden opportunity to get you out hundreds of times, most especially during my HoH, but I decided to keep you because I thought we had a deal. Tell me why you decided to break this trust and potentially burn my jury vote. You say you couldn't trust me fully after I voted out Peter, well guess what, that was called making a move. I mean, I kept you safe for the next weeks, I didn't use the Power of Veto on you because I knew you and Jen would vote out Kaitlin, I didn't backdoor you during my HoH week, what more did you want from me to regain your trust fully from me in that week you sent me out? Tell me why I should vote for you and not for Jen right here right now because I swear, if your response doesn't swing me, I'm gonna go run to that voting box and yell "I VOTE FOR JEN TO WIN."

Ta-Ta!

[aaryngries]

Well I'm sad that this is how you feel Sabrina, I honestly didn't know you'd take it so personally. Anyway, I'll jump right into your points:

First off, you had one 'golden' opportunity to vote me out, in week 9 when you won both HOH and POV. Every other week from the F8 I controlled my own fate by either winning comps -- except for week 8 where I specifically asked you not to use the veto on me. You had no knowledge of the eviction twist, all I told you to do was trust me and I'd be alright.

But really, if it's totally okay for you to backstab me by voting out Peter and justify it by calling it a move, why is it any different for me voting you out and calling it a move? What if voting you out was the best option for me? Is that not acceptable? I just don't think it's cool for you to impose a double standard here.

Either way I went about it, I was breaking an alliance. I could either go with a F2 with you -- but break my friendship and alliance with Zach and Jen or go with them to F3 and screw up my relationship with you. It wasn't an easy decision, I spent some time chatting to Jen to get some perspective at it, I told her I was considering voting out Zach because he was such a jury threat and because I wanted to keep you to help pull me to the F2. But was it really worth burning my trust and relationship with Zach and Jen which I had been building since week 2 of this game? You and I had been kinda on and off and not really solidified anything until week 7 and then you went and lied directly to my face. And not only did you vote against what we agreed on, but you then tried to lie again and play it off that it was someone else's fault. How was I supposed to trust you after that?? Zach and Jen had never done anything to betray me and had shown such loyalty the entire way throughout the game.

It was the hardest decision I ever made, but I honestly just couldn't peg how I'd fair against you in the final two. You had some decent comp wins, which made mine less significant and similarly, we took totally different routes to get to the end of the game. I wasn't so sure on your relationships with the jurors, whereas Jen, Zach and myself had played on the same side the entire game and therefore there wouldn't have such vast differences in our relationships with the jurors, we'd be judged on our strategy and socialisation throughout the game.

The point is, I wasn't sure I could beat you in the end, you were such a wildcard. I knew where Danielle stood, I knew where Jen stood and I knew where Zach stood. With you, I just couldn't pick it. And the fact you'd burned me before without any warning made me wary of you doing the same thing again -- this time at the F3 with myself as the casualty. I made both Zach and Jen promise me F2 before I cast to vote, so your deal to bring me to the very end wasn't as meaningful anymore. I knew I had to win that final HOH. You were the better competitor, I was confident I could at least make part 3 of the final HOH against Zach and Jen but with you I knew it was going to be close.

I honestly just feel you're taking this way more personally than it really has to be, you know our relationship wasn't that close, we both had different interests at heart the entire way through the game. You put up Zach and Jen during your HOH, my two allies over Steven and Danielle. You wanted to nominate Peter during the BBUK week even when you asked what I thought was best for us. We were never always on the same page. So while my vote was probably a stab to the heart, it was the best move for me and your points that you mentioned above really aren't that significant. I think you're just bitter, point blank. And that's fine, I get it -- I ruined your game when you were so close. But the need to lash out at me and make it out like I was such a villain and you did nothing wrong to me, that our alliance was as solid as ever is totally not cool and I'm not going to sit here and take it. I made a move that was going to get me to the end of the game and get me as many potential jury votes as possible. If you can't handle that, then I'm sorry but then you're taking this game way too personally and quite frankly just need to get over it. I played a hard game and I wasn't going to lose it at the end just to be a nice person or keep up a friendship with one player.

This probably wasn't the answer you're looking for, but I don't care. I will stand by my decision, you've seen my thought process which went into evicting you. If you don't like it, then tough. I'm not apologizing and telling you I made a mistake. If I could make the decision over again, I would.

[sabrinaabbate]

Thanks for the answer Aaryn!

[jen]

I don't have a question
but I'm happy you called me a queen <333333 luv ya Sabrina! xoxo <3